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+ "OK, here's my story" or "weird artsy girl looking for a soulmate" - 12/02/04
wow! she sounds like FUN!

Date: 2004-12-02, 12:29AM PST
I was an abused kid. I suffer dissociation from my past and also my present. It takes a lot of concentration as well as reward to get me to live what's actually happening in the here and now. I spend most of my time in my head, digesting all that I've taken in.. so I have a lot to say and it tends to be very perceptive and understanding of the complex mess of influences that is man, but although I'm rarely if ever fully present, I want to be

I need a companion who is patient enough to get to understand me, and I will return that patience. Going out of my space take a lot of effort and is very taxing; I prefer to be alone most of the time, but only because it means that I won't have to deal with the pain of being noticed by other people. Yes, this is anxiety.

I can't express myself unless I feel comfortable, and I have a very guarded way of communicating that is incomprehensible to most.. but I know there are other people out there like me, and we need to spend some time together making art projects, shooting photos, being musical, cooking, laughing, playing, sharing eachother's stories, and feeling safe with one another. I want to hear about all the times you felt misunderstood by everyone else but you.

I'm looking for someone who can meet me on my level, preferably another survivor of abuse who experiences life the same way I do. I'm very lonely in my world. If you've ever read "Nobody Nowhere" by Donna Williams, maybe this posting will make a little more sense. I'm considered rather easy on the eye, white/asia n mix, 5'8 tall, have a lot of talent and many skills, educated, and fascinated by life

if you're reading this and thinking "wow, she's crazy"-- I already know I'm not your average girl, so please don't bother writing to tell me.

I want to give and receive love from someone who is like me, are you out there?

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